Such a funny thing for me to try to explain

This time, I forgot to worry. I just kept on walking without thinking about others. My so-called pain or anxiety is useless. Should I care more? Should I care less? Should I care at all?

And the day is gone. And so are my concerns.

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Am I running away from my past, or am I trying to catch my future?

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Oh oh, not again!

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I understand what I'm still too proud to mention... to you. You say you understand, but you don't understand.

[FA]